Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Changes...

Within the past week, I have experienced many changes both happy and sad.

One of those changes I never thought would ever happen. I guess that is just how naive I am. I always think positive happy thoughts and WAYYYYY to far ahead into the future. I need to learn to not do that because my heart gets broken even more. Hurt. I am hurting. I ask that you pray for me. I have a hole in my heart right now and I need some encouragement. I want to fill that huge hole in my heart with the love of God because He will NEVER leave me or forsake me. He will always be by my side. 

Engagement. Well... everyone and their mother is getting engaged. I am so excited for all of these engagements and I am so excited to see what the future holds for these wonderful couples. I am not being bitter... because I DO NOT want to be engaged right now. That TOTALLY freaks me out!

Schooling. I started student teaching and woah buddy, 6 AM comes earlier than I ever thought that it would. I'm not a big fan of getting up that early. I guess I will have to learn to become one. I miss being at HLG all day long. I miss my wonderful random naps. Ohh they were so amazing. I miss being done with class at noon and then having the afternoon to veg. :( AND... I will admit... I miss chapel, it is the prime opportunity to see everyone on campus. I miss Randall and getting to go to his office. Well.. at least he didn't leave town because I would be oober sad. I am looking forward to an amazing American Idol season. :)

Prayers would be wonderful as well as any type of encouragement.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

This has nothing to do with your blog. Last night I got out a sleeping bag and put on as many layers as I could without being immobile. Then, I set up in my front yard and star gazed for a while in the freezing temperatures of WA state. It reminded me of the beginning of our friendship. Next time we hang out we'll have to do that. :] March?

But I do love you friends, and I'm always here for you.