Friday, October 03, 2008

Senior Year...

Well.. the time has come... Senior Year of College.

Right now I am currently: excited, sad, terrified, feeling adult-like, and stressed.

I didn't think that my senior year would ever come. I thought that I was going to be in college for the rest of my life, borrowing oodles of money to pay for a piece of paper and some knowledge in my brain. Don't get me wrong, I love college. I wished a lot of my college years away because I would talk about how I wanted to be an adult and out on my own. Well.. uh.. now I want to stay in college, learning about how to become a teacher for the rest of my life.

Being a REAL teacher, teaching young children who are depending on the information that you give them, hoping that your students will pass the standardized test at the end of the year. If they don't, then your school is put on "watch" and eeeks, you could lose your job. AHHH!!!

I don't want to grow up. Well I do. I want to get married to the amazing man that God has put before me, but I don't want to have to worry about bills and cooking and being a wife. AHH. I sometimes wish that I could go back to being 7 years old again.

Ok so this is totally random. But here are some things that I love so far about SR year..
* Getting to work in the classroom more often
* Having a boyfriend who loves me oh so much... btw his name is Joe.
* Having homework that keeps me busy... yes. I do like to do homework sometimes. :)
* Hanging out with my wonderful friends.

mmm love. It is wonderful.

love. Mallory